Sorry /adv/isionaries, I've made my decision. It's one that only I can make, and the only way they'll actually be able to justify allowing me to make it is if I declare it well in advance so they have time to react.
The only remaining conclusion is that I am to let myself die.
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>be me >14 >moved to new school(and continent, country, >city) 3.5 years ago >made friends fairly quickly but never got close >until maybe 1.5 years >pretty much wasted past several years, did >nothing but vidya, got less than mediocre >grades, never had much more than a few short >conversations with some girls >hella skinny arms, I get a terrible stitch after just >a few minutes of exercise >I leave this place in 19 days >Reminiscing over how I've done nothing the past 4 years >I want to be a pilot in the future, but as before, >too stupid >Just wish I at least did something, never had a >girlfriend, never even kissed someone. >I hopefully get a fresh start at my city >What do? I want to be fulfilled, and have >someone to love.
>be me >25yo NEET >autistic >ugly >can only make friends with other autistics
The friends I currently have really annoy me sometimes with how retarded they can be. They are flaky as fuck, insecure and just dont know how to have a good time. It sucks cause no matter how hard try I cant seem to make friends with normies. What to do?
I'm female and I'n 5'10" in height. I have quite a bit of fat on my arms and stomach I weigh about 225 Lbs and I want to lose some extra blubber. I understand I need to keep a well diet and exercise but I'm just not sure what I exactly need to eat and what exercise I need to do in the matter of time.
>be me 13 >1 friend >Depressed as fuck because bully >Started to skip school because bullying >Always got belted by my mom if i don't come to school >Brother in law have a gift >Give me his ps4 >Fuck yes >Few month pass been playing Bo3 all long >Got 3rd warning for not coming to school >Mom disappointed >Ask why >Told her i got bullied >Go to police to make report >Nice officer told me to go to hospital >Go to hospital doc told me to met a counselor >Checkup >Return home >Go to school and met the nice officer >Bully got suspended >next week >Didn't come to school one day because sick >Everybody mad at me >Brother told brother in law to take the ps4 away >No ps4 >Sad >Cry for hour in my room >wanna suicide but mom would cry >Few day later >Met counselor >She told me i been diagnosed with depression and anxiety >Return home and cry myself to sleep >Wake up tomorrow moring >Mom call me >Get inside mom room >My sister there >They told me the counselor told them i have depression and anxiety >They hugs me and cried >Feelsgoodsman.jpeg >they said they were sorry >Mom ask if i hate her >Said no bc i dont want her to cry >Still want to suicide bc no ps4 to relief stress and all >Ffw last day of school before long break >Decided to apologizes to my friends >They accept >Have more friend now >Still lonely and suicidal >Decide to be friended my ex >She accept my apologizes >Become friends >Go to brother in law house and playing his pc >Bored decided to buy csgo using my money >Play csgo >the next day csgo goes free >what the fuck >ffw the afternoon >Ex say we shouldn't be friend anymore because she scare she might fell in love with me again for the 3rd time >Fuck again >Ffw next day >Friends doesn't invite me to play with them anymore >Feelsbadman.jpeg >No ps4 >No friends >I just wanna die >Ffw today >Write greentext about my life >Feelsgoodman.jpeg
I'm thinking about starting to meditate. Little help? I searched up how to and got instructions where you just sit and focus on you're breathing, one where you focus on a mantra, one where you imagine an object and focus on it, and one where you focus on one point somewhere near you. Are these all just different types of meditation that I should try, or are there difficulty levels or something with different medications being more difficult than others? Please gib redpill. Also, how should I sit? Do I need to sit cross-legged, or can I sit with my legs tucked beneath me? Also I heard it increases IQ, true? After meditation do you feel like you mind works faster? Pic unrelated. Or maybe related idk
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