Getting a gross escort will leave you feeling robbed monetarily and robbed of your dignity. They never look like their pictures and 9/10 times extremely cold/miserable.
They demand more money upfront, even if it is advertised $250/hr they typically demand $250 more for their "Tip"- And more times then not you will pay it because your standing there with a blood filled penis not thinking straight. All part of their game.
Unless you put in work to get a real women you wont fill this void you're describing.
You just have to break out of your comfort zone/ get over whatever insecurities your having when your about to get laid. Whether its performance anxiety/ the size of your pecker girls will not care nearly as much as you do- just fucking do it and see what happens.
IF you're just horny and want to COOM go to an Asian massage parlor that offers happy endings.
It's basically a jerk off robot so the shame you feel is very minimal. Always accept the small bottle of water when you've finished COOMing as a memento for some reason they all offer small bottles of water.
You go in get a nice table shower, a relaxing massage which usually isn't half bad and then you get jerked off for about $100.
A lot of them offer sex but I wouldn't suggest it just an unnecessary risk furthest I will go is a blowie if they're actually hot and not old and Asian.
To find a robot asian jerk off parlor all you need to do is google
"Asian massage near me"
Look at the pictures on google if there is pics of photoshopped asian girls in lingerie then you know this is a whack shack.
Good luck to you anon, god helps those who help themselves. A hooker isn't the answer. You are the answer.