what do I do if my health is literally doomed and is a disaster?
my eyes are always black. like completely black like sharpie colored deeply. like from my eye lid to my cheek pure black. im always tired. like I sleep 12 hours and still feel tired. Ive tried sleeping every amount of hours and nothing works. I always feel like im dead tired and haven't slept in a year even if I sleep all night long.
I cant even wake up to get a piss or drink water when I wake up in the middle of the night I am DEAD. like literally a dead rock I cant fucking move and im just so fucking tired im just begging my body to go back to sleep even with a sore throat or literally almost pissing myself
my health is always failing. I try to starve myself cause this has made my metabolism literally run at 0 percent and I cant do anything. I get hungry REALLY easy like I feel like im gona faint if I dont eat fat greasy salty foods like shovel it in. I feel sick as fuck like shaking get headaches easy im flushed pale like a dead zombie corpse type shit. I literally always feel like I might faint or something im just so tired
im literally glued to my bed like its hard as fuck for me to just make phone calls or run a quick errand or something. ive lost all my jobs from this. I cant do school. it makes me anti social. im too pale and the bags under my eyes are too black to wanna talk to people. I just wanna lay around and sleep whenever im tired but id completely rape my sleep schedule. its always fucked anyways but id literally wake up at 6 in the afternoon and just sit alone all night with nothing to do and id still be tired. im always tired
I dont have health insurance. could like supplementing a vitamin help me? also alcohol completely dissolves it. its gone. if I sit there and drink beer my tiredness completely goes away. like I can not be able to get out of bed all day ill be pissed off I cant even keep my eyes open my eyes sting and burn from being so tired and if I drink its gone
I think my gf is cheating on me. Her Apple watch is here series 1 Bluetooth only.
If I get into it will I see her texts?
Also if I enter the pass code wrong will she be notified?
I don't want her to know I'm in her watch but she's acting real shady and won't answer my calls or texts and I saw her with another guy.
>getting with girl that has a high sex drive >know each other pretty well >have the same intimate feelings for each other >rip.jpg >dick is 4 inches >i'm a virgin >no previous sexual experiences >shy and have anxiety >worried my dick will ruin me from getting with this girls
Anons how fucked am I? I never alluded her to thinking I'm good at sex or have a big dick or anything, I'm just worried that she'll think it's not satisfactory enough or some shit.
me >want to die >leave gf >tell best friend i love her, hates me now >write suicide note and such & prepare >text female friend i lost touch with, had a crush on me >let her know i feel the same
now its long distance and she calls me baby and stuff like that, but not really dating? >now empty, depressed, and no friends >kind of gf is 600 miles away
fuck >what do
I literally have a problem. I never target people or harass anyone in particular. But for some reason I cant help myself when it comes to making fun of people. I almost get malicious about if for no reason also. I grew up on shitty forums and can interact completely nornally in person, but when i get behind a computer screen im fucking autistic. How do I stop lads I feel terrible
i've started abstaining because > std stats at my uni and other unis are scary high > fake rape accusations are fucking real > accidental pregnancies or crazy bitches stopping their birth control are a real threat
even if you both get tested, regardless if you're dating or casual, she's gonna fuck someone else eventually and it'll likely be impulsive decision and lead to getting and STD that she passes onto you.
i want to love my boyfriend, i want to be with him, but it's like we're barely even frienda anymore. we just exist together. being with him makes me want to run into traffic, and i feel so trapped and bitter. but sometimes i really enjoy his company. i just don't know how to love him anymore