>>19145708>- I'm a clean person
This came up few times as a bad thing...>- we don't have much in common
This is a relationship oxymoron. How in the hell can you have nothing in common and spend HOURS in bed talking about stuff?
She said that I woudn't be able to give her everything in bed as well, which was BS since she never spoke about it. Of course I cannot give here everything on first night if she says nothing...
Of course, she likes me too much to give me a false hope. I think I am self sufficient enough to know what I want and if she can give it to me or not.
Overall I think most of the excuses were just a miscommunication or simply too short intimate relationship to develop all things we needed.>She brought me out of my depression, which I guess is partially responsible for why I fell for her so hard, because I've NEVER been this happy before
I don't understand how is it possible, to find someone on an anonymouse image board that is dead, someone feeling exactly like me in 90% of my relationship things. Within MINUTES. I never thought this shit is so commonplace....>And again, I don't know whether I should go all the way and be a good boyfriend to her?
I mean, I hope for the best. I don't know any better. I am desperate for her. I only know that if I stay passive, I will regred it. And I know that I would rather be depressed than to regret a shot I could've taken. Everytime I try to be an asshole, I cannot do it. My feelings are simply too strong for that... I know that for a few weeks at least I simply cannot be with someone else intimately.>Honestly, I have no idea how he treated her but from what I've heard
She was a mistress without know it. He cheated on her and lied about her wife and his kid. He lied to her all the time. I never understand how she could gave him a 2nd chance after she was with me. I am telling you, I snapped in half when I found out about this...