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How do I keep feeling like I can find love, even if this fails?
A bit of backstory, 19 and kv, asked out around ~8 girls this year, nothing came from each of them. Ngl, been feeling pretty down in the dumps because of it, and I'm pretty backfilled now, especially being 5'5-5'6.
Normally when I meet a girl, or match with one on tinder, I get this gut feeling that
"oh anon, this will end up all the same, you won't be handsome enough, or cool enough, you definitely won't be tall enough"
And it makes dating this thing I hate, but if I want to find someone, it's what I have to do.
Well recently, like this week, I went back home from college, I was drawing in bed when I got a tinder notification, I matched with a girl I know irl. Her family and mine are family friends, we've seen each other in passing every now and then, but never hung out. Hell idk if she even remembers me as a family friend. But she thought I was cute enough to an extent I guess. While I was thrown off she uses tinder, I do too so that would be hypocritical, all her family (she has sisters) are literally the 'trad wife' type of people meme. Just healthy, good quality people, and hell she's very pretty.
And when we started talking I got this good feeling inside, for the first time in about a year I felt like
"damn anon, you're worthy of love, one day you will find someone who makes you feel good"
For the first time since like march I just had all that blackpill stuff just wash off of me. Had a bit of genuine hope for the first time in a long while.
Now here's the problem,
I'm only like 30% sure this will actually go anywhere. Now I've faced rejection before, I know I can survive that. But I don't want this feeling to go away, like 'damn, I have a chance out there'. How do I keep that, because just as I feel theres a chance something might come of this, I also feel like it's probably not going to go anywhere.