My gf said she sometimes thinks I am gay because I am more into anal than pussy (though I like pussy) which I thought was ridiculous, but now I think she might be onto something. I noticed that I am attracted to very feminine women, but specifically women who are very feminine and flat as a board. I guess the best way to describe it is that my ideal woman basically looks like an androgynous femboy with a pussy. Am I a deeply closeted gay man and didn't know it?