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I hate being autistic

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I am so sad, I hate being autistic. Neurotypicals have it so easy. You guys can just connect or click with just about anyone. You guys can have actual standards and not just extremely specific set of events and circumstances that NEED TO HAPPEN in order to feel something for someone. I can't even allow family members to touch my skin because it feels so disgusting.

It's always an extremely rare event that only ever happens every couple of years that someone understands me, and then something unlucky happens and they either have to move far away or don't fall in love with me.

I am so sick and tired of it all. I do not want to be alone but sometimes it feels I have to.