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my relationship with my father has gone down the shitter, even talking to him pisses him off. he just slapped me hard in the face and my mom does nothing about it. all they care about is signing me up for 500 mental health and therapy services to deal with how they treat me. I cant even move out anytime soon because i havent started college again after failing 2 times. i know im pathetic but im actualy trying to pull my life together and start college again with motivation but it seems like theyre telling me to do that at the same time yelling and screaming at me and hitting me and signing me up for 500 services like i said before. why couldnt i have been born in a nice upper class family that was nice to me? why do i have to feel like shit everyday. what can i do to make myself feel better? "not feeling sad" isnt helpful to me at all.