Wasn't really an option, being romantically involved for a bit and all... >>3256492
The opinion comes with the forum. This is 4chan, haven for many others contradictory like us, and there is a reason we flourish despite others' best efforts. Here's another one for you:
I appreciate the extra care crossdressers must take to make themselves appealing to us. I also am drawn to their heightened attempt to transcend themselves as human beings through beauty, no matter how superficial the motion may be. This beauty is fleeting and temporary, much more so than a woman's. This is the same beauty used by mystics hundreds of years ago as a medium of metaphor in describing the face of the wine-bearer, one that cannot be consummated by any human urge except the intellectual one of seeking power. We are as important to them as they are to themselves, whether we behold them with reverence or derision. Their perpetuation depends on both sides (as opposed to women, whose perpetuation depends on childbearing).
I enjoy traps because I can empathize with much of what they are and their imperfections. Their vulnerability is as attractive to me as their facade, like admiring a flower cut from its stem. I am where they are, full of youth and not knowing how to properly utilize it, containing certain passions within myself which cannot be answered in a healthy society, but outside it. It's not meet for me to voice these insecurities which dwell in my own being in my world unless I am performing on a stage myself. As a man with purpose, I must drown out the lull of self-pity and replace it with perseverance, temperance from vice, and consideration of others. I must create a family to continue the name of my father, correct his wrongs toward me as a parent and expand on his goodness, and complete my station in the cycle of life. I can see what I must avoid and how I can exert power in a trap, and how to enjoy my self and outside it.
Contradicting yes, but my truth.