Do not idolise any man or woman on earth. Idolatry is sin. Besides this, any human being will always fail you for it is written that all men fall short before the Glory of God. Trust instead in The One Who will never fail, God.
To those who are not saved; Know that the end is nigh and thus not much time remains. All who do not believe in Jesus Christ as Lord and Saviour are doomed to end up in the lake of fire and remain condemned. If you wish to avoid such a fate believe in Jesus Christ as Lord and Saviour for your Salvation and repent and He will deliver you from evil and save you from the everlasting lake of fire.
Also I suggest caution regarding other denominations that call themselves Christians. What my faith led me to is non-denominational Christianity but for you God might have a different plan so go where God leads you.
catholics beware as you are in danger of damnation: https://granddesignexposed.com/sun/baal.html
Something worth watching if you have the time: https://youtu.be/eJK1gLHbOxA