I played lettered in football and baseball and played 2 years of hockey in high school and and got to play baseball on my community college team. My kid is trash af at every single sport he tried. The one year he wrestled the longest he lasted before he'd get pinned is 47 seconds.
Kid taught himself to play guitar, bass and keyboards and is amazing. Sometimes sport isn't for you anon, doesn't mean you can't appreciate those who are and excel at something else. If you didn't get to play for logistical reasons do what that other anon said and join an adult league and have fun.