A natal chart can in theory give you insight into your character, talents, propensities, struggles, etc. It's prudent to consider not only your natal chart and aspects, but their relationship to presently transiting planets as well if you want to utilize astrology as a reference for your life path.
Standouts you should look into:
Northern hemisphere weighted chart
Heavy Aquarius influence
Active third house
Active ascendant that is heavily squared
My read: Being yourself and your need to express yourself has been challenged since childhood, and will never be easy.
Moreover, your private self and feelings are at odds with what you present to the world.
There's not going to be a lot of raw luck here, just being honest. This is actually kind of a dangerous chart, and I'd advise you to avoid violence and violent situations. You're going to feel misunderstood and it's not an easy path, but don't resort to anything drastic for a shot at notoriety or infamy.
There's complications in the childhood and with one or both parents, just remember that doesn't have to define who you are. If you're feeling stuck, practices like meditation and getting to the heart of who you are, can be extremely rewarding. Be good to yourself, love yourself.
I don't mean to discourage you; a lot of negative aspects can look like insurmountable roadblocks, but you have an opportunity for powerful personal transformation and evolution if you put in the effort and take crises in stride.