How does one overcome a prideful heart?

There's something about pigs that feels very uncanny to me. Their eyes look too human. Their skin looks too human. Cannibals say that human flesh tastes like pork. Eating pork is also prohibited in the islam religion.

Varginha 1996
What *actually* happened here?
Why did they shut down an entire village using military, when the three women saw just some supposedly mentally ill person in the dark?
Did the US army take away the mentally ill person?

The magic was made to look like it was a all a dream. My last memory from before was going to bed, and upon my return I found myself "waking up". As I came to understand it afterwards, this is the most common form of conduit, because everyone will be natural inclined to call it "just a dream", even ourselves.

How feasible is it as a western european to just fuck off to Tibet and join a Vajrayana monastery?
My life is a massive joke and at this point I'm starting to get convinced that my only two choices are monkhood or suicide.

Last one died, here's a new one.

QOTT: How old were you when fou realized you were a therian?

I'd like some recommendations for movies like Holy Mountain that are highly symbolic, occult or religious themed and leave normals forever scratching their heads. I've recently watched 2001: A Space Odyssey and The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus and found them to be very masonic. Please, more like this.

Any of you old practitioners? Shit is weird lately, I just took notice today (Haven't done anything in a while)

What's going on?? Actually it's sort of a
whooooshing in the ear, like when your at
the beach and you hear 'waves' but it's
not it's like a strong breeze brushing
against trees that are not there.

Also strange occurrences at cafes. People
talking about someone that really resembles
that they're talking about you. And you can
tell who the 'informants' are by the way
they look at you. The regular people
just look straight ahead or at their
phone, like a typical zombie type.

The 'actors' all have Iphone 5's, they
will be told to go to a location where
the 'informants' gather information
that tells them where you will end
up next. There are many many many
'actors' to fill the role of
directing your life, if it's
bad they need to put surveillance
upon you using 'actors' as Gangstalkers.
Put you on a stake out and watch your
every move, documenting them. If it's
good or amazing they will have multiple
'actors' talking about the subject
they're most interested about your
achievements, and much so repeatedly
with multi-group 'actors' if they are
beyond their scope, for them to brainstorm
supposedly.p

Library: https://mega.nz/folder/jlEwhYyJ#iK4mVC4y5iwk_cr3eIpX4g

>Mysticism
Hindu — Raja Yoga, Hathayoga, Shiva Samhita
Taoist — Foundations of Internal Alchemy
Theravada — Knowing and Seeing
Zen — Zen Mind Beginner's Mind
Sufi — Sufism for Non-Sufis
Jewish — Jewish Meditation
General/Thelema — sacred-texts.com & hermetic.com/figures/index

>Grimoires
Agrippa's Three Books are core
Arbatel should be the first; afterward Heptameron, or Goetia, or Abramelin, Picatrix, etc
The PGM tend to be modular
esotericarchives.com/

>Buddhism & Vajrayana
Intro to Tantra, Refining Gold. Look to centers in your area & others that offer empowerment online. Avoid NKT, Rigpa, and Shambhala. Garchen Rinpoche and HHDL's whole YouTube catalogs; you can take empowerment and transmission from their recordings if vows are understood, but really you should have a teacher.
accesstoinsight.org/tipitaka/
studybuddhism.com

>Golden Dawn
Cicero's Self Initiation into the Golden Dawn, Lyam Thomas Christopher - Kabalah, Magic & the Great Work of Self Transformation
Find a Temple: pansophers.com/golden-dawn-locations/

>Martinism
Freemasonry folder —> Martinism folder; read everything
Find Treatise on the Reintegration of Beings, as well as the works of Papus, in French
youtube.com/c/OrdreMartinistesSouverains

>Aurum Solis
Magical Philosophy (70s editions go from I-V, modern from I-III), then Planetary Magick
The Practical Guide series

>Aspire to A∴A∴
Have a basic understanding of the Golden Dawn system. Read Liber ABA, then go through this reading list:
ordoaa.org/studlist.htm
Focus on Liber Resh, E , RV, O, Astarte, and HHH
For a full curriculum, Mystical and Magical System of the A∴A∴

>Chaos Magic
Liber Null & Psychonaut, Condensed Chaos, Liber Kaos, Hands-On Chaos Magic

>Tradcraft
https://pastebin.com/KB7QhL7u

>Astrology
https://pastebin.com/pvtCs9H5