Thank you for sharing. I hope you feel better. >>14809059
There seem to be lots of blockage around you right now.
- On one side: High Priestess reversed / Locking oneself up in study, pretending to be acquiring knowledge but effectively shutting yourself off from the world.
- On the other: Emperor reversed. Some authority figure perceived as dictatorial and stifling, instead of bringing you structure like he's supposed to do. I don't know about your life but would that mean something to you in particular?
Those two would be the major hindrances in your progress. Trouble with the family maybe? Do you still live with your parents, are things okay with them?
Short-term outcome: 5 of Swords reversed - Conflict using harsh words, leading nowhere. Arguments, hurting everyone.
Long-term outcome: 10 of Coins reversed - this traditionally is the "Successful" card, but it being reversed means yet is not the time.
I think this card holds the solution as if you make it upright again you achieve success.
To make it upright again you first have to make all the others upright again. I'd interpret the two figures and the Swords card as a conflict within the family; to make it right again, the Swords must be used as they should, that is to say as reason, not as a tool to make others suffer. Objective facts and recognition of one's failures, honesty, not hard words.
The resolution of this conflict into something constructive would help the two main figures become upright again. The female would seize being so cold and begin to listen to others. The male would stop being so assertive because he will have perceived that others can have a valid point too, they are not just fighting for the sake of fighting.
This will unblock the energy of your 10 of Coins, which, upright, is the best possible outcome regarding to your question.
This looks like a bit of work but worth it. I'm sorry that's a harsh reading, the cards came like that. Does it mean anything to you?