I do, ya know it has been a reoccuring problem that people assume I am not trying. That I don't put myself out there. I do, and I am. I put up with the hurt, the rejections, I just like to vent ya know? They say love isn't something you can force. But I also find it annoying that I must change all of who I am to attract a partner. I did that and when I relaxed they hated who I actually was. I crave acceptance, is that so wrong? Hmm that sounds frustrated, but I am not, I won't stop till I can rest in her arms, who's ever those are.