I don't enjoy anything lately. I'm 9 months sober, I exercise, I go to bed and wake up at the same time, I'm trying to lose weight but not doing a great job, and I'm in the process of switching careers within the next two months.. so I feel like I'm moving in the right direction in a lot of ways in terms of doing the right things, but I just feel so empty when I get home from work. I'm closing in on 30 and I'm afraid this is how it's going to be for the rest of my life.

Nothing really excites me except food, which I have to watch myself with. Other then that everything I used to enjoy is just... not really exciting anymore.

I'll admit I'm lonely but I've kind of accepted that is just how it's going to be, I've been riding solo for the last 7 years now, I haven't had a gf in a long time.

The weekends are the worst because I have nothing to do. I usually exercise during the day and that is about it. I don't have any friends and I'm not in a place where I can try dating because I'm going to be moving soon anyway so I can't really commit to anyone or anything.

I'm hoping things get better when I move for my new job but I'm afraid it will get worse.

How do I snap out of this funk? I just feel like I'm an observer in my life. I can feel the years passing by faster and faster and it's scaring me. Most of the time I just lay on the couch and day dream about better days.