so yesterday I hooked up with this girl and she was definitely off the hinges and crazy so I ghosted/blocked her today’s day and I’m not sure what I want rn. I’m relatively young, 19, so I don’t want to date for a gf for a while because I don’t have a stable career/my own place yet but I feel dirty/degenerate after hooking up with girls I barely know off tinder, but I also have a very high sex drive/porn addiction