I'm an ugly guy that has read it all and all I can think is "why should I care?"
Girls like this cunt will probably find me ugly and be creeped out for sure. Thankfully there are at least 1 billion other young women in the world, and evidently at least a few of them crushed on me.
OP, even if this text was written by a 10/10 woman and she was being 100% truthful (unlikely to both, but let's assume), you cannot ever place the needs and wants of others be above you. Ask out any girl you want. It's not illegal.
This girl has lost any sense of femininity the moment she went on a vicious diatribe with the intention of hurting men who are ugly. A woman with no empathy is just a shallow void of nothingness of worth anyway.
Remember to be a man, and to fight for your right to be one.