>>24012834>>24012834Lie with my dad yesterday, I wanted to throw the fucking wrench I had at his face yesterday when I was told "You can look at cars all you want, but you're not getting one right now", why? Why can't I get a car right now? There's no reason, and I shouldn't have to be going through my parents for any decision I want to make at my age, I should just be able to get up and do it without anyone else's involvement or dictation. I should be able to do it without arguments, fights, yelling, insults, or anything else. I shouldn't have my tax and stim check being held hostage by mom until disability goes through or whatever. I'm so tired and sick of feeling like I have no control over my own life and I have to have it revolve around my parents, and I'm always the asshole when I want it to revolve around me. None of this should be happening and I'm getting told and treated like I'm in the wrong because I just want to get my shit together. Getting a car is a big step and it can open up so many opportunities for me, and I'm sitting here in my room, matress on the damn floor, broke, fat, lonely, at almost 31 still being forced to listen to and do what mommy and daddy want. None of this is normal, no matter what I'm told by them, heard the "we're just trying to "help" " thing the other day too, yeah, thanks for the fucking help, really got far.
