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ending pretentions

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So all through elementary school I was told that I was smart. I foolishly allowed that to shape the rest of my life. Now I have accepted that I'm average intelligence at best, but I still hold on to some pretentions. I tried to earn multiply languages, I read history books and am currently reading crime and punishment, I try to learn law stuff and anatomy with the goal of being a neurologist , I tried to learn several things to be a game designer, however I know I'm not talented enough, but all of these are the result of pretentions.
I want to be more genuine to myself and know my limits so what kind of stuff should a average at best person do? I've been living in my pretension too long to even know. I just want to not feel inferior all the time.