>>27453214 (OP) (OP)>got diagnosed with ADHD and somehow magically after I started meds I got a sex drive
sounds like your lack of dopamine was due to being depressed and being depressed was due to not having met the kind of partner you need. it's not like stims are rewiring your brain to give you a higher sexdrive, it was always in you, you just haven't met anybody who could trigger it out of you and make you feel high naturally. now you're giving this love and passion -that was always in you- away to unworthy people, who you don't truly feel deserve it. you're wiring your brain wrong and will never be able to make the bond you were supposed to make.
it is very similar with work and other issues, people with 'ADHD' haven't got the right cause to actually work on and are too weak to go through the hardship of figuring themselves out and find what really is worth it to them, so they take the meds and find tasks that shouldn't warrant their attention exciting. now you also find men that don't deserve your attention exciting. taking ADHD meds for work is wrong but is still much more understandable and better than taking it for recreational purposes. you're literally making yourself believe that things that don't really give you value are giving you value and it messes up your personality like nothing else.