Other people here also have anxiety its common. And mom lives near a football ground, you can hear the loud shouting from miles away. Plus a lot of people in a small, confined area is scary, it makes me feel unsafe.
If i had friends maybe I'd feel safer, but thats like saying if i had 10 million quid I'd feel happier, its redundant>>122843868
I've been bullied a lot and my soul is crushed, so if i was myself I'd just be a miserable person to be around. Friends are stressful, i like being alone. My proudest achievement is not killing myself so far