What do parasitic entities look or feel like? Are they even real?
I've been using Kratom for almost 2 years now and became addicted to it after a tragic incident a while ago. I take it every single day and if I don't, I experience harsh withdrawal. Well last night, something terrifying happened.
I had just smoked a little bit of cannabis and was watching TV. Suddenly, I felt a surge of negative thoughts trying to come in. You know those negative thoughts that the harder you try and think about, the more they pervade your mind? It was like that, except I actually managed to shut it off by focusing on the TV...and it was in that moment that I felt it. I felt a presence, almost like a large metaphysical "insect", leave the area of my cranium and situate itself firmly behind my neck/sternum area. I felt the presence on my back, like a vague "weight" and experienced some weird "tingles" on my back. Even now, I feel these tingles and am aware of this "thing."
I am now seriously worried that parasitic entities are real and I have one on me. I felt the source of my Kratom high come from this neck/sternum area it seemed. I already hate the idea of bugs crawling on me, and the idea of a hyperphysical bug on me that's impossible to see is horrifying, especially if it's feeding off of me and/or making me do things that are objectively bad. Ever since last night, every time I redose Kratom, I feel like there's two of me, like the real me doesn't want to take it but this other presence does. Same with every time I hit my electronic cigarette.
Tell me all you know about parasitic entities. Are they real? If so, how the fuck do I get rid of them? Am I just going crazy and should ground myself in rationality ASAP or is what I'm feeling a real phenomenon that any of you have experienced?
Can anyone give me materials / source readings towards understanding demon hierarchy/lore/how they work / what is their structure?
I find it incredibly hard to get into, and I've tried a few times but i just cant seem to be able to climb down that ladder easily enough that i stay interested until i actually start learning the good shit. I'm talking supported shit with texts to back it up (essentially i just don't care about what the voices in your head told you demons are)
Help me out if you can, and help any anons that have the same problem as me
Luminous Guides - To be listened to
The Silver Path - To follow unwavering
The Labyrinth - To escape most swiftly
Magic Portals - From world to world
Nothing and Everything - Always Present
The Grand God - Oneself
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Alright, /x/ I've got a weird story to tell you guys. I don't come to this board often at all but this seems like the right place.
>be me >serving a in prison for street racing (yeah i know its fucking stupid. I did it once after getting pressured by my friend. Got caught immediately.) >two months in get a new cellmate >nice enough guy but scared of everything, mumble to himself >get to know him, turns out hes a paranoid schizophrenic >wakes up screaming some nights >tells me about his delusions, he knows he's fucked up > "except them man, I know they're not delusions. I'm not fucking crazy. I see those eyes everytime I close my eyes. I'm never gonna unsee that red light." >Starts rambling about how "they" come for him at night, and he got himself in prison to "stay safe" >won't tell me what he did to get locked up, dodges the question every time.