It's like the only thing standing between you and her is self sustenance, but there's still a lot of time until you meet her.
Day 1 do not look in mirrors
Day 2 drive somewhere
Day 3 hang upside down, let go
Day 4 give away money, sustain yourself financially, dream.
then three days of getting over someone you had a practical partnership with,
then three days of ups and downs feeling happy alone and feeling bad alone like your dreams won't come true, ending in a balance between these feeling
Day 11 meet a girl with fiery attraction, you will be able to see a future with her
Day 12 practical partnership not work feelings of jealousy ending in good sex but the realization that this is not the girl you want to spend your whole life with
Day 13 - 17 lack of control at work leading to stress. Confusion and blocked passion leading to weakness
Day 18 if every other step has fulfilled like I said today you will feel excited to meet your fated cute nerdy gf. Hard work and diligence also making work bit better for you.
DAY 19 you will meet her today. She will not know her own power and will not bring you money but if you are patient with her she you will find the beginnings of love in her while still feeling like your search has just begun.